I think that I am starting to sound like a bad country song….i am having trust issues with my man and now my best friend is being a turd….oh, and my cat recently died, but we’ll save that for the chorus:0)
so, I have this best friend, or at least who I thought was my best friend, basically shut me out and tell me that our firendship had gone south because I had built my own life and left her behind. What the hell? aren’t we all supposed to grow up at one tijme or another? aren’t we supposed to move on? And it’s not like I said, ‘Oh, I’m getting married and moving on with life and you can’t come.’ i could never say that! This woman has been by my side through the best and worst of situations. She held my hand, when my Mom and sister should have, as I was giving birth to my son. she helped me get out of a bad realtionship, she used to wake up in the middle of the night if I needed to speak to her about something lame like a bad dream. This is not a friend or friendship I would ever take lightly. oh, and the friendship did go both ways. I often had her stay with me so she could get away from drama she seemed to attract. I introduced her to the first man in her life to ever tyreat her like a queen nnot beat or degrade her because of her weight. i helped her detox from an addiction to meth instead of cooking Christmas dinner for my family….I love her.
I don’t get it. what did i do wrong? I have tried numerous times to call, text and myspace her, but she has ignored me. I wanted to ask her to be my maid of honor, but at this point, I don’t feel I want to set myself up for an argument or heartbreak.
I guess now she is livivng with her boyfrined(nice guy) and growing uop…should I be mad at her?
I guess I am just goign to have to let it be for now. I’m not going to stress over it. I have other issues. I guess I just miss her :0(
